WHAT IF…?

P1050130We do not wear shackles, yet we are constrained, often by fear.

We are afraid of so many, too many things: All the “what if’s?” that keep us from doing something or trying something new.

Somehow the “what if’s?” resounding in our ears are seldom positive.

But what if we discover joy in things we have never done before? What if we discover a new view? What if we come to understand that beginnings are rarely easy, but continuing despite setbacks and hardship is profoundly rewarding and worth the effort? What if many of our fears are unfounded? What if we felt free?

What if…?

THE START TO A DAY

2015-07-08 11.30.06My eyes are open, yet still seeing images of the dreams I left behind.

Often tenuous, I delicately linger with the remnants before they dissolve. Then, the dreamscapes remain beyond my reach, most days.

Dreams are distractions in my waking hours.

They are accustomed to this routine and usually stay away until night when they are free to roam again.

KICK SCOOTERS

IMG_3552I always thought of riding a kick scooter as an unbalanced form of exercise. Everyone favored one leg. The other leg consistently remained motionless, supporting the weight of the body, but doing nothing more. I imagined the rider’s active leg getting muscular and strong, while the other remained slim and weak by comparison.

But there he is. A man, of a certain age, on his scooter, making one kick, two kicks, three, then switching sides to repeat the routine, one kick, two kicks, three with the other leg. He repeats the motion again and then again. He is making his way down the road at a steady speed, using both legs.

“It’s nice to see you using both legs.” I say while riding my bicycle along side him. “I am using both legs,” he replies clearly having misunderstood me. “Yes, exactly.”  I add. He continues, “Of course, otherwise my body isn’t balanced.” I readily agree. He continues, “Twenty years ago, when people saw me, they said these things were for kids. They laughed at me. I made them anyway and started selling them. Now look. Everyone’s riding them.”

I ruefully admitted, ” Not me.”

We chatted a while longer, primarily about the transportation gliding smoothly beside me.

I slowed down to make a right, we said our goodbyes, and the man continued down the road with one kick, two kicks, three.

SNAPSHOT #8

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Sometimes a moment lingers and the memory it produces is like a snapshot. 

Summer nights brought lightening bugs and incandescent glows. They were easy to catch, even for a child’s hands cupped just so.
I would wait, until the iridescent creature gently resting on my palm performed its light show. Then, opening my hand, it would linger a moment before entering the night.

Last night, something flew into my home. It was small, but larger than a mosquito and resembled not a moth. And there it was, a lightening bug. I cupped it gently in my hands and awaited the show.

 

ABRAHAM LINCOLN QUOTE #2

Give me six hours to chop down a tree and I will spend the first four sharpening the axe.

Abraham Lincoln

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ABRAHAM LINCOLN QUOTE #1

Those who deny freedom to others deserve it not for themselves.

Abraham Lincoln

Thank you subscribers and readers for taking the time to visit my blog!!

If this is the first time you are visiting the site, welcome to the tales of a woman solo traveler and thoughts to make today the start of something new.

Although I take a break during the weekends, I’ll be back on Monday and would be delighted, in the meantime, if you would look through my previous posts. Perhaps you missed a few or will reread one with a new perspective.There is a list of all the previous posts by title and date.

Since the configuration of the site may differ on your browser, perhaps you have not noticed the tabs which offer some additional information:Why this blog?, Images, How I Began, etc.

You can search certain posts by category: Practical Advice, Thoughts on Oneself, Snapshots, etc.

All of these may be at the very bottom of the posts.

While traveling I may not be posting each day. To be notified when I have written a new post please subscribe-of course its free.
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I hope you find information and inspiration in the text and images and join me in my quest for growth, wonderment and self-improvement.

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SILENT MOVIES

20150701_173356“He did it for sure.” “What’s happening. I don’t understand?” “What did she say?” “Hello? How ya doing? I’m in the movies. Where are you?” “No, that’s his wife, the other woman is his mistress. No, not the blonde, the brunette, the brunette.” I have admittedly said, or wanted to say, “shhhh,” while watching a movie in a theatre.

MOMA (The Museum of Modern Art in New York) has an outstanding film selection with daily showings. As a member you can see an endless selection of films for free. (There are some dedicated regulars, who claim a particular seat as their own, despite the open seating policy. I have been directly confronted and acquiesced.)

MOMA was showing a series of short, early silent films. Often they are accompanied with a musical soundtrack, recorded or live, but this particular program had neither. The films were silent, silent films.

The theatre was quiet. The films varied in theme.  One amusing film elicited appropriate laughter.

I was startled to hear “SHHHH,” from a viewer in the audience.

FRONT ROW

P1050137The hands dance before me. There is grace to the movements-rehearsed and repeated until the vocabulary is fluid, quick, precise. and efficient. The gestures do not extend a centimeter more than necessary-neither above nor below, neither left nor right.

The performance is only movement. There are no spoken lines.

I am enthralled, engaged in the unexpected show before me.

Does this man, with a gentle stoop and gray hair, working in a Lower East Side deli, know that he has elevated the making of a sandwich, and wrapping it in wax paper, to an art form?

PASSPORT IN PUSHKAR

022“Your passport please.” I was checking into a small hotel in Pushkar, India after traveling on a bus from Udaipur, 300 kms away. It had been a long, dusty, bumpy ride. I began looking through my bag, now painstakingly. My passport wasn’t there.

I then remembered using it to change some money at a bank, a day or two before I left Udaipur,  and relayed this to the hotel employee. The return trip was not one I looked forward to.

A Canadian man, whom I had just met, overheard my conversation and said, “I’m going to Udaipur tomorrow to buy some silver, then coming back here the following day. I can pick up your passport.” “Thanks, that would be great, but would they give my passport to you, a stranger?”  Fortunately I had a photocopy of my passport. I wrote a letter on the back, with the Canadian’s name and my signature hoping that this would be enough. It was worth a try.

Two days later, my passport was back in my hands. ” How did it go? Did they give you a hard time? Was my note sufficient? ” I asked. The Canadian explained, ” I got to the bank and told them that you’d left your passport. I was guided to one of the clerks who opened a drawer. Inside there were at least thirty passports strewn about. The clerk just looked at me and said, “Here, take hers.”

A VISIT TO THE SUBURBS

image“Hey Helen, how are your kids?”  “Yeah, they’re okay.”  “Steve, still dancing?” ” I just got written up in the New York Times. I’m in a video dancing with Bow Wow. You can see me giving him a hug.” ” Ooooh, that’s cool.” said a heavy-set woman in the front seat of the eight-seater taxi. The others had given her the front to ease the pain in her back. She quickly found it on her phone. I was sitting in the rear, somewhat uneasy as the driver looked at the video, rather than keeping his eyes on the road. No one else seemed to care as we watched Steve, sixty-seven, dancing: arms flailing, feet hopping, repetitive movements to what I imagine was a musical score . The passengers were all regulars except for me.

Steve was dropped off first at the Pet Memorial Park at Bideawee to pay his respects. Before leaving the car he said, “Animals make better friends than most people.” “That’s for sure.” came a response.

The conversation switched to the homeless. “Yeah they’re just scamming,” someone said. “We’re all that close to being homeless ourselves,” said the woman holding the phone.  The driver said, “I’ve seen them at the train station asking for money to buy a ticket, then going over to the gas station to buy beer.” “Well that’s different.” “Yeah they buy drugs too.” “They’re buying heroin. They’re cracking down on the doctors giving meds, so people are now buying heroin instead.”

A young man who had spoken little until then said, ” I lost six friends to heroin this year. Football players, jocks. It’s affecting everyone,   everyone.” For the first time since I had gotten in the taxi, no one said a word.

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