FINDING MY WAY

P1060774After weeks of travel in distant lands, I have returned to an environment where the tongue I hear is mostly my own. I navigate comfortably through the mass transit and do not question the value of the bill I hold in my hand. The codes of conduct are not unfamiliar and my step is assured.

I wander into a neighborhood and seek a familiar landmark of which there are none. The nighttime casts shadows obscuring any signs to guide my way. The tearing up of asphalt with heavy machinery, glaring lights, cordoned streets, disorient my passage. The streets are barely navigable. I walk on avoiding the impromptu hazards. I walk on. The unfamiliar has yielded to the familiar once again.

A NEW VOYAGE

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Dear Readers,
For the next six weeks I will be traveling again through Chile. This time I will be focusing on the north,and some time in Bolivia too. But the specifics will unfold with the days.
I have decided to use instagram under the user name startsolo and facebook at startsolo.org to share my travels with you. I would be delighted if you would join me there.
If you are new to this site, I welcome you to explore my past posts here as well.
Here’s to all adventures near and far.
Enjoy the days.
Sandra@startsolo

SKATING ON ICE

P1060388I approach the ice rink.

A young man is skating very fast then deftly turns his blades sideways and stops, creating with ease a satisfactory spray of ice. Many skaters are as graceful as he, skating forward, backwards, making turns, or spinning on one leg. Others are not.

Couples abound, hand in hand, mostly teetering, but wearing smiles. Friends chat lending a hand, if need be, before a fall.

There are children, many of them with an adult guiding them along. And there are slips and falls. After a spill some shed tears and leave the rink with a defeated air, some go over to the railing and grip tight, too afraid to move any further, and some laugh, get up and continue on.

It is a microcosm before my eyes.

SMILE YOUR BEAUTIFUL [sic]

2016-01-12 11.56.22The words Smile Your Beautiful are painted in large letters on a brick wall. They are visible from the Manhattan Bridge.

If I had a beautiful, what would it be? And how could I get it to smile?

Is my mind my beautiful, my heart,  my soul,  my dreams, or some part of me?

Smile your beautiful.

Smile your beautiful for all to see.

ODE TO THE PUBLIC LIBRARY

imageMy visits to libraries had always been enjoyable. Rows of books represented promise and discovery. Enclosed booths provided quiet sanctuaries and all kinds of knowledge was literally at my fingertips.

I remember going often. And then something changed.

My visits stopped altogether.

The other day I decided a visit to my local library was long overdue.

Free lessons in Spanish, Chinese, French, Japanese, Portugese, Russian, and English were given throughout the day. I applied for a card and took out a graphic novel in Spanish. I discovered a lesser known novel by William Faulkner and took that out as well.  An exhibition of egg tempera paintings was on display in the lobby. Workshops in writing, computers, and fiber arts were offered, among others, all free of charge. And the rows and rows of books were dutifully waiting to be read.

Its cafe was serving fresh pie, food, coffee and tea, and tutoring, reading, writing, chatting, and daydreaming were in evidence at the tables nearby.

I hope to go often, again.

 

 

A RIDE ON THE SUBWAY

P1040466There seemed to have been a decades long lull that has come to an end. Subway cars are once again a common site for seeking funds and hearing, “I’m so sorry to bother you.” or “It’s show time folks.”

The stories and the approaches differ, looks of need vary, but the request for money does not.

A young man, husky in build, wearing chinos, baseball hat, and sports jersey entered the car. A few moments later he announced to those around him that he would sing  “The Wizard of Oz.”   While he sang, “We’re off to see the wizard, the wonderful Wizard of Oz, because, because, because, because, because of the wonderful things he does….” his arms swung in wide arcs back and forth and his feet managed a simple two-step flowing with the movement of the train.

He sang loudly and off-key. There were no requests for an encore.

Then he walked off the car without another word or gesture.

I was not alone in my surprise that he had offered his performance for free.

 

 

PLAY IT AGAIN

P1020451One day a year, perhaps it was Thanksgiving, the local radio statio I listened to in my tweens played The Beatles music, only The Beatles. It was a cherished day. But at some point, probably when Wings was on the airwaves, and Joni Mitchell sang directly to me, I tired of their music.

Years later if Pandora chose a Beatles’ tune, I gave it a thumbs down. I had heard enough.

There is a local spot I went to for lunch a few days ago. I like the long counter and easy atmosphere of the place. Music was playing. It sounded fresh, seductive, profound, yet familiar. I listened with pleasure to the harmonies, the complexity, the beauty, and innovation of the tunes.

It was Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band.

 

CONEY ISLAND NEW YEAR’S DAY 2016

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The Wonder Wheel is open on new year’s day for the first time in ninety-five years. There was no line, free hot chocolate was offered to ease the chill, and of course the bird’s eye view was sublime.
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Smiles were everywhere!!!
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Many seemed unfazed by the cold weather.
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A few allowed events from beyond to seep in.
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After our hug, she thanked me.
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Alas, I did not hear him sing.
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The warmth of their smiles was all they really needed.
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Interesting sights could be found in all directions.
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The “Polar Bears” head in for a dip.

BEGINNINGS

sb_web040I’m not one to be superstitious as a rule, but I favor even years.  And so I welcome 2016.

This past year brought particular sadness, yet laughter, accomplishments, and joy too.

Each year, each day, despite the inevitable cliché, offers an opportunity for greater knowledge, growth, happiness, and peace.

It is that promise that encourages us to strive on and take the best moments as the gift they are.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

LILY: fiction

20141008_190948Lily is curled tight in bed and awakens from a dream. She unspools her limbs while easing her feet to the floor.

Shards of images infuse her head, but she does not recall the dream of flight. She does not recall her joy. The clock says three.

The coldness of the tiles awaken her that much more. She pulls her robe onto her shoulders and walks to a door.

Lily sits at the table and gazes at the lights. They lie just beyond her reflection and appease her.

She sips the milk she has warmed, like many nights before, with hope of easing back to sleep and to the dreams she does not recall.

Thoughts on travel